Frustration!!!

I has been a really hell of a week...just lost two most important people in my life due to certain irresponsible parties...Life has not been tough since then and i dearly miss them both.. I dont even know how they are both take care of ..have they eaten. have they slept well, are they traumetized it is killing me deeply to think of this...I miss them dearly. Is there really a god i question.. and if there why does this have to happen...Mishaps after mishaps..Give me an answer to my question do you really exist or do you exist only for people who are literary mean and heartless.. how could you punish people who have prayed to you all your life even when you took their child away they had hope on you and now you take away more from there.. i seriously think your just an Iilusion to those who want to believe as you never showed mercy to any one of us except to give us misery by misery....Proof to me i am wrong and i would re change my post till then i dont think you exist....

harry potter 6

When i found out harry potter was so coming out i was super excited with so much of enthusiasm and hope that the movie would be good... so when the movie came out i when with my friends to watch it on the 16th itself... so i sat myself in the theater to watch the movie..

Okie the begining started of and i was trying to figureout what was actually happening then i realize that is movie so going to be not up to what i actually expected to be truthful i think it is waste of money and time to be watched in the theater. there is nothing to it the plot is all hanging the story did not have any proper sequence i nearly doozed out at one point..

i am trying to figure out when ginny and harry got to gether and whats with the shoe lace tieing that is so unromantic and wtf try to be abit more imaginative than that...as for the spider how how did aragog die...gosh so many fault in the movie if u ask me i would say dont waste ur time watching it read the book and let your imagination do draw the images you probably enjoy that more than the movie itself..so peeps if ur gona watch harry potter 6 in the theater think again ...chiozzz

awake at 3 am..

okie what am i doing awake at 3 am simple i am trying hard to complete my dam resume haizzz..it such headache doing a resume especially wheni feel i have done nothing in my life...i spend uncontable days and time and god knows what to do a 4 page resume sweat....

all those details, academic qualification which i spent 3 years earning it.....the curicular activities, skills, the refereee what the so many thing cnt they just give a job with out all this in a nother few years all this are just papers and people start looking at your exprience haizzzz.....

as for my pic for the resume i look so pathetic gosh ...have a look ur self how i look i think i look better in my other photos..i look so wanted here...gosh what am i to say...

n now i have to wait till the photo is uploaded.. and here goes the photo

so what u think dont you think i look pathetic...i look so senget and gosh i look like i am about to sleep...so do u think i wud be employed with this look i am not sure haizzzz well i wanna sleep now and tomorrow is another DAY i mean today is another day...good nites evione....byebye

starbucks kota raya

Finally after such a long time i have decided to blog....and also after a few messages from trina to start blogging here i am.... today has been rather a happy day for me after such a long time i met someone i like....and i call it sheer luck...after meeting up with that person now i am here in starbuck wasting precious time waiting for ann and for my bus back to malacca at 6.30...

Okay reason of blogging today to let out some frustration..as many would have know i should be having a job in hand right now and should be in penang by the beach sipping on my beer but where am i now stuck here blogging all because of certain stupid reason for the project not being able to start of. So whats the result of it i am Jobless and i dont have and idea on what i am going to do but one thing i know is that if i dont get a job soon i am way beyond the word doom....

At the same time i am being to lazy to search for a job reason being to long of a holiday which actually made me feel stupid and probably made me stupid.... and falling sick for a week at on to the laziness...muahahahaha...okie wondering what i did for that almost two months of holidays...i did it all sleep eat, hang out,karaokeing, lepaking name it all i have done...which if i am hard working enough will fill u all in about my 2 months of holidays...heheheheh

i guess i got to go now as in awhile more i would be boarding my bus back to malacca so i will continue my blogging later on once i have done job searching and resume doing...muahahahahah chiozzz asta lavista...

from the eye of Buvy

okay i have not blog for sometime now and i been so busy and hooked up with things that i did not really bother to take the initiative to blog...things have not been turning out well eversince my last blog after the nuffnang...happenings in my life made me realize certain things and also add on to my life database of people charaters and their kinds...be it family, friend or foe all have their own set of mind and characters. 

i grew up being thought to be humble and nice and today i practice it but i realize doing so has actually ended me in a bigger dilemma in life. my biggest mistake is to be who i am and what i am,  i am so lost that i have no idea what to do. one thing i know is true friend stand by you at times of need and those who dont well i have nothing to say. 

we give as much as we can but then we cant force people into anything..people make mistake some are not mistake but it is seen as one...some are done intentionally and some unintentionaly...i have done mistakes i do not deny some i can bravely say it is not mistakes as i am merely human and i aint a saint..if i was a saint i wont be here blogging but instead being worshipped....

i just wanna say i am sorry if i have caused hurt or misunderstanding and thank you for being there in my life once....take good care of yourself and may the future be bright...

i realize i have to go in search of my self and for my inner peace.....while i am doing so if i am crude or rude or someone you dont know i am sorry before hand....

buvy

Nuffnang Music Bash

After a few of hous of comtempleting on whether to come for the bash i finaly made my mind and i have no single regret..Nuffnang music bash was cool had real fun....and like the mc(the way he presented himself and keeping the crowd happy.)well got to say thanks to dookie for talking me into blogging or i would dare to say i would have missed one of the coolest party in town.....Thanks dookie....:p..

well here's for the music bash..i would like to congrulate bob marley for the best impersonator...you rock man...rastaman.....:D and lady gaga....you rock to well done....and keep up the good work...well thats all for now...got to go and shake some booty and wait up for more blogs on nuffnang maxis broadband music bash...

astalavista...

A week of terror

hmmm.. after such a long week of drama and hecticness finally i am bek to blogging..before i start i would like to thanks nuffnang for the invitation to the music bash..i am so looking for it and meet other celebrity just like my self...:D and thanks to nuffnang to i can bring along my buddy..so i ams ure prinsezzz, puff. still loking for the third person and me are going to have so much of fun....:P okie back to the week gosh it has really been like a seriously hectic week and so many things happened that i nearly had a breakdown but hahaha to bad i did not... i was sick and i had so much to do from assignments to other works that i lost track of time and ......
anyway...seriously dont wanna right much for now...wait up for my next post and i will keep u all updated....byeeeeeeeeee